It doesn’t say much for my soul but this kind of fic is a fetish of mine!
Serial Games: (6,933 words, explicit). Sam may not have grown up with blood on his hands like his brother, but it’s still on his mind.
the accursed: (1,237 words, teen+). Sam’s the mastermind. but Dean is just as guilty.
for now we see through a glass, darkly: (15,065 words, explicit). In which Dean in dark glass showing only shadows of Sam’s blooded light.
Oh Glory: (1,421 words, mature). Sam does it for the love of it, Dean knows somehow its wrong.
A Nightmare To Remember: (2,354 words, explicit). Dean is 14 the first time he kills.
Madness Is The Emergency Exit: (28,940 words, explicit). The Winchesters are much older when their mother dies, and witnessing her death shatters their sanity—together they are pure destruction.
Hedonist: (55,205 words, explicit). The definition is “someone whose life is given to the pursuit of pleasure and self gratification.” Dean likes to kill, Sam likes to obsess.
Darker Shade of Black (8,200 words, R). The boys are serial killers and are in prison.
Wrong (1,500 words, R). This one is a fic where Dean is a serial killer, and Sam cleans up after him. And here’s the rest of the ‘verse.
The howl ‘verse(85,000 words, nc-17). This is a seriously epic fic—I haven’t read it all (I read a huge portion of it a year ago or so), and it was great. All sorts of mental instability going on.
These next two contain a dash of Destiel/Wincestiel so I’m cautious of recommending them, but they are principally wincest and damn good!
The monsters that kill the nightmares: (20,287 words, explicit). Somewhere along the road of killing monsters to pretend they were doing good Sam and Dean fell in with with killing.
What type of wacko he was: (7,458 words, explicit). Sam and Dean travel the country murdering as they go.
Enjoy
Food Conversion Chart
CUPS to MILILITERS (cup to ml)
1 cup = 16 tablespoons = 48 teaspoons = 240 ml
3/4 cup = 12 tablespoons = 36 teaspoons = 180 ml
2/3 cup = 11 tablespoons = 32 teaspoons = 160 ml
1/2 cup = 8 tablespoons = 24 teaspoons = 120 ml
1/3 cup = 5 tablespoons = 16 teaspoons = 80 ml
1/4 cup = 4 tablespoons = 12 teaspoons = 60 ml
1 tablespoon = 15 ml
1 teaspoon = 5 mlCUPS to FLUID OUNCES (cup to fl. oz)
1 cup = 8 fl oz
3/4 cup = 6 fl oz
2/3 cup = 5 fl oz
1/2 cup = 4 fl oz
1/3 cup = 3 fl oz
1/4 cup = 2 fl oz
1 tablespoon = 0.5 fl oz
1 fl oz = 2 tablespoons = 6 teaspoonsFAHRENHEIT to CELCIUS (F to C)
500 F = 260 C
475 F = 245 C
450 F = 235 C
425 F = 220 C
400 F = 205 C
375 F = 190 C
350 F = 180 C
325 F = 160 C
300 F = 150 C
275 F = 135 C
250 F = 120 C
225 F = 107 CFLOUR (CUP to GRAMS)
1 cup flour = 140 grams
3/4 cup flour = 105 grams
2/3 cup flour = 95 grams
1/2 cup flour = 70 grams
1/3 cup flour = 50 grams
1/4 cup flour = 35 grams
1 tablespoon flour = 10 grams* Weights may change according to method used. Above are according to ‘dip and sweep’ method.
BUTTER (CUP to STICKS to OUNCES to GRAMS)
1 cup butter = 2 sticks = 8 ounces = 230 grams
GRANULATED SUGAR (CUP to GRAMS)
1 cup sugar = 200 grams
3/4 cup sugar = 150 grams
2/3 cup sugar = 135 grams
1/2 cup sugar = 100 grams
1/3 cup sugar = 70 grams
1/4 cup sugar = 50 grams
1 tablespoon sugar = 15 gramsBROWN SUGAR (CUP to GRAMS)
1 cup sugar = 220 grams
3/4 cup sugar = 165 grams
2/3 cup sugar = 145 grams
1/2 cup sugar = 110 grams
1/3 cup sugar = 75 grams
1/4 cup sugar = 55 grams
1 tablespoon sugar = 15 gramsCOCOA (CUP to GRAMS)
1 cup cocoa = 105 grams
3/4 cup cocoa = 80 grams
2/3 cup cocoa = 70 grams
1/2 cup cocoa = 55 grams
1/3 cup cocoa = 35 grams
1/4 cup cocoa = 25 grams
1 tablespoon cocoa = 7 grams* Weights may change according to method used. Above are according to ’spoon and level’ method.
CORNSTARCH (CUP to GRAMS)
1 cup cornstarch = 125 grams
3/4 cup cornstarch = 95 grams
2/3 cup cornstarch = 85 grams
1/2 cup cornstarch = 65 grams
1/3 cup cornstarch = 40 grams
1/4 cup cornstarch = 30 grams
1 tablespoon cornstarch = 8 grams* Weights may change according to method used. Above are according to ’spoon and level’ method.
POWDERED SUGAR (CUP to GRAMS)
1 cup powdered sugar = 160 grams
3/4 cup powdered sugar = 120 grams
2/3 cup powdered sugar = 105 grams
1/2 cup powdered sugar = 80 grams
1/3 cup powdered sugar = 55 grams
1/4 cup powdered sugar = 40 grams
1 tablespoon powdered sugar = 10 grams* Weights may change according to method used. Above are according to ’spoon and level’ method.
EGG
1 egg (without shell) = 50 grams
1 egg yolk = 20 grams
1 egg white = 30 gramsPOUNDS to GRAMS
1/4 pound = 112 grams
1/2 pound = 225 grams
3/4 pound = 340 grams
1 pound = 450 grams
1,25 pound = 560 grams
1,5 pound = 675 grams
2 pound = 900 grams
2,25 pound = 1 kilogram
3 pound = 1,35 kilograms
4,5 pound = 2 kilogramsOUNCES to GRAMS
1 oz = 28 grams
2 oz = 56 grams
3,5 oz = 100 grams
4 oz = 112 grams
5 oz = 140 grams
6 oz = 168 grams
8 oz = 225 grams
9 oz = 250 grams
10 oz = 280 grams
12 oz = 340 grams
16 oz = 450 grams
18 oz = 500 grams
20 oz = 560 grams
24 oz = 675 grams
27 oz = 750 grams
36 oz = 1 kilogram
54 oz = 1,5 kilograms
72 oz = 2 kilogramsTHANK YOUUUUU

Updated: May 7th - A very long, organized list of all of the textures, stock, and caps I’ve used in my graphics. I’ve made sure that all these links go to the proper artists and not “texture packs” that have no credit list.
This list is probably so large you won’t even want to read it all.
- a young character
- a character who lost someone important
- a flirtatious character
- a villain (2) (3) (4)
- a character based on yourself
- a hit man or mercenary
- an indifferent character
- a bitchy character
- a gay character
- a dancer
- a vampire
- a pansexual character
- a character on the police force
- a drunk character
- a manipulative character
- a friends with benefits relationship
- a natural born leader (2)
- a nice character
- a british character
- a character with a baby
- an assassin
- a character with night terrors
- a rich character
- a witty character
The People You Will Fall In Love With In Your 20s by Ryan O’Connell
You will fall in love with someone who annoys you, whose orgasm face looks and feels pathetic. Despite all of this, there’s something keeping you drawn to them, something that makes you want to protect them from the harsh world. What you fail to realize, however, is that you are the harsh world. You aren’t their noble protector — you are someone to be protected from but it takes a lot of dates, a lot of nights where you question whether or not you are actually a good person, for this to ever resonate with you. When it’s over and whatever love is left is put back in the fridge like a sad plate of leftovers, you will finally understand that you have the power to hurt someone. You can either hurt them or love them and it’s up to you to decide what kind of role you would like to take on in future relationships. What feels more comfortable — being the one who loves more or being the one who’s loved less?
You will fall in love with someone who’s cold and always seemingly pushing you away. When all is said and done, they will be forever known as the one person you couldn’t get to love you. Unfortunately, it will hurt and sting worse than the good ones, the ones that chopped up your meat for you and picked out an eyelash from your eye and were nice to your mother, because love often feels like a game we need to win. And when we lose, when we realize we couldn’t get what we ultimately desired from a person, it makes us feel like a failure and erases all the memories of those who loved us in the past. It’s a permanent smudge on your love resume.
You will fall in love with someone for one night and one night only. They’ll come to you when you need them and be gone in the morning when you don’t. At first, this will make you feel empty and you’ll try to convince yourself that you could’ve loved this person for longer than a night, but you can’t. Some people are just meant to make cameo appearances, some are destined to be a pithy footnote. That’s okay though. Not every person we love has to stick around. Sometimes it’s better to leave while you’re still ahead. Sometimes it’s better to leave before you get unloved.
You will fall in love with the old couple down the street because to you they represent the impossible: a stable, long-lasting love. You’re trying to get someone to like you for more than ten minutes. A monogamous “never get sick of ya” love seems unfathomable. “What’s your secret, sir? Do you just say yes a lot?”
You will fall in love with smells, the good and the bad kind. You will want to wear your lovers shirt because it makes you feel close to them and you’re okay with being that PYSCHO who is legitimately sniffing their shirt in public. You will fall in love with sweat, certain perfumes, the smell of the season in which you fell in love. This particular love smells like fall. It smells like Halloween and a roaring fire and leaves and fog and mist and candy and food and family and whiskey and sex and the lint that collects on sweaters. When it ends, if it ends, you will never experience another fall without thinking of him, her, it. The memories will stick to the ground like a mound of leaves and will only dissipate when the weather drops.
You will fall in love with your friends. Deep, passionate love. You will create a second family with them, a kind of tribe that makes you feel less vulnerable. Sometimes our families can’t love us all the time. Sometimes we’re born into families who don’t know how to love us properly. They do as much as they can but the rest is up to our friends. They can love you all the time, without judgement. At least the good ones can.
This is where I’m supposed to tell you that you will fall in love with The One, a person who isn’t too cold or too nice. Their “O” face is perfectly fine and they’re not afraid to show how much they love you. This person is supposed to wait for us at the end of the twentysomething road as some kind of reward for all the heartache and loneliness. We deserve them. We’ve earned this kind of love.
So fine. You’re going to fall in love with The One. You’re going to fall in love with someone who will make sense beyond college or a job or a particular season. They’ll make sense forever and won’t ever want to leave you behind. I’m telling you this not because it’s true but because it NEEDS to be true. Everyone is entitled to this kind of love, so why not? Have it. It’s yours. Blow out the candles on your 30th birthday, holding their hand, and let out an exhale that’s been waiting for ten years. Do it. Now.
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shut up, lady!: a comprehensive collection of weird-ass wikipedia articles to read when you’re bored
fair warning: while some of these articles are just silly or weird, i do like to freak myself out, so a fair amount of these are creepy and/or morbid! some of the links involve death and occasionally suicide, so consider this your blanket warning for potentially upsetting/tiggering stuff! also when you’re white-knuckled gripping the bedframe at four am because you’re too freaked out to go get a glass of water and you think there’s an axe-murderer in your closet, don’t go a-blamin’ me. you clicked the link.
- list of unusual deaths
- post-mortem photography
- nocebo
- list of people who disappeared mysteriously
- vrillon
- ancient astronauts
- list of nuclear/radiation accidents
- lord uxbridge’s leg
- suspicious incidents at disney parks
- demon core
- milgram experiment
- list of film accidents
- collyer brothers
- new chronology & phantom time
- cosmic latte
- list of sexually active popes
- spontaneous human combustion
- list of methods of torture
- cellar door
- voynich manuscript
- tarrare
- list of inventors killed by their own invention
- zone of alienation
- randy gardner
- list of entertainers who died during a performance
- dancing mania
- vodka eyeballing
- tacoma narrows bridge
- troy huturbise
- list of alleged extraterrestrial beings
- lucid dreaming
- son of sam law
- mary toft
- list of banned video games
- elizabeth bathory
- marvin heemeyer
- list of serial killers
- quantum suicide
- mcdonald’s urban legends
- cockle bread
- list of reportedly haunted locations
- ball lightning
- mellified man
- armin meiwes
- mobius syndrome
- moon landing conspiracy theories
- the case of taman shud
- the euthanasia coaster
- capgras delusion
- raining animals
- voluntary human extinction movement
- trepanning
- s. a. andrée’s arctic balloon expedition of 1897
- list of reported ufo sightings
- astral projection
- maximum lifespan
- oscar the cat
- mill ends park
- criticality accident
- words that mean opposite things
- list of video games notable for negative reception
- parapsychology
- uncombable hair syndrome
- gloria ramirez
- that that is is that that is not is not is that it it is
- spite house
- john titor
- list of unsolved murders & deaths
- sleep paralysis
- list of common misconceptions
- ames room
- list of impostors
- korean air lines flight 007: alternate theories
- list of political decoys
- psuedoscientific planets
- list of conspiracy theories
- sawney bean
- loudness war
- body farm
- list of messiah claimants
- lazarus syndrome
- betty & barney hill abduction
1. Make a playlist of all your favorite songs, old ones you may have totally forgotten about from middle school or ones that bring back good memories.
2. Take a walk outside. I find I only start to feel worse and wallow if I let myself melt into my bed and engage in the bad feelings.
3. Organize your drawers or closet. It feels good to be productive when you feel like a worthless idiot on the inside. You can look at your clean clothes and feel like a human again.
4. Eat something decadent. Make an ice cream sundae or smores. They’re not just for camping!
5. Go through your phone and delete anyone you no longer talk to or anyone who sucks and makes your life worse.
6. Draw. I have a stack of paper and some colored pencils for just such an occasion. It’s relaxing and fun and won’t stress you out.
7. Call your best friend. No one talks on the phone anymore. I hate it. Let’s all talk in voices!
8. Get some sparkly temporary tattoos and give yourself the weirdest tramp stamp ever. Or decorate your whole arm. Whatever. You know you loved it as a kid.
9. Re-read your favorite book. Highlight the passages that make you love it so much so you’ll never forget them.
10. Start watching “The Wire” or “Arrested Development,” whichever is more your speed at the moment. Indulge in some quality programming to remind yourself life is worth living and people still make good stuff.
11. Read everything you can find about your favorite sports team. If you’re not already, become an expert on the team’s history, statistics and players. It’ll take your mind off you for a while.
12. Go volunteer with animals in some way. Being around cuties and fluffies will brighten your mood, and so will helping those in need.
13. Write someone else a really nice email. Just an out-of-the-blue “thanks for being so great!” email. Why not?
14. Do some yoga poses. You can look them up online if you don’t know any. Try holding them and breathing slowly.
15. Go on Youtube and watch all the “fail” videos you can find. Be grateful you are not that person. Being you isn’t so bad!
16. Light some candles, turn off the lights and meditate for as long as you can hold it.
17. Or do the same and touch yourself. Have a little solo romance, among candles. Are you trying to seduce you?
18. Look up some family genealogy stuff on the internet. Did you know your great-great-great uncle owned a department store in Russia? Now you do! And hey, your ancestors probably had it a lot worse. Since you know, no plumbing and iPhones and stuff.
19. Futz around with your hair. Add some color or see what it would look like curly or in a beehive.
20. Do your make up. Make it look crazy or much thicker than you’d normally wear it. What would you look like as Amy Winehouse or Ke$ha? You’re in the comfort of your own home. Why not see?
21. Eat fruit. Fruit has sugars that can lift your mood. Go for the pineapple and blueberries. Or make yourself a smoothie.
22. If you have a journal, go back and read old entries. Remember all that stuff you cared about a year ago that now doesn’t matter?
23. Smile. Even if you don’t feel like it, sometimes moving the muscles in our face activates chemicals in our brains to lift our moods. Smiling when you don’t want to can actually help you feel better.
| — | Karen Noble, 23 Ways To Feel Better Instantly (via larmoyante) |



